Today.

Sucked.
Dad.
Don't call me and tell me not to put that.
Because it mostly did.
Homeroom- People made fun of my voice. I gave Katay her present! Lizzie made me a Twilight shirt, and it is SO cute. I found out we had health, so I ran around frantically to finish my homework. As much as Macy has told me I sound like a smoker and a guy and my voice is weird, she always helps me and thank god.
Health- My number was a negative 3. My eyes were watering so I was like, crying. Mrs Cummings sent me to the nurse, who made me swallow a pill and gave me a breakfast bar. She's pointless. Lizzie was amazed because in the video we watched, the guy was killed when she was one day old. We tried on drunk goggles. Emily's a good drunk. =]
Spanish- I cried some more. Also made some weird noises. Talked about food with Julia.
Lunch- I don't remember. . India commented on how she wished some people would stay away. I agreed.
English- SISTER P SUBBED! I LOVE HER. We didn't really do anything though. I used a lot of tissues.
Study- She made us read for like, an hour. Really unfair. I had to go to the library, but she never told us when we could switch, so I couldn't. I kept putting my head down though. Too tired.
So I kinda used about a million tissues and cried the whole day. A lot of people hugged me. And some people were all, "You sound funny." Or "I think you're sick."
Everyone is so observant.
=]
xxoo

Busy Like a Bee !

Everyone is here!
[Evan, Elise, Kristi, Auntie Lori, and Uncle Kirk.]
We are spending a majority of our time at Nana and Papa's house.
Auntie Kim and Gav are coming over later. And we are probably going to see Twilight later with everyone.
Again. =]
Bella's doing good, she's so quiet, but she's really cute.
Anyways, Elise wants to paint her toenails, so I have to go bring her nail polish.
xxoo

I Know How To Say Cake In Hebrew =]

Yesterday was extremely fun!
I went to go see Twilight with Maggie, Mary. It was still amazing. Still bloody at the end. Still said the lines before they were said on screen. Still wished they made it longer. Oh well. =]
Then Maggie and I went to the mall and they got their hair straightened, and I got mine curled. By H! Who is going into the army, is from Israel, and speaks Hebrew. Their hair looked so pretty, though, and apparently I looked like a princess in mine.
We love those glasses. And you can't really see any of our hair, but that's okay.
After that Maggie and I bought some pretzels, got pulled over for speeding by a mall cop, and talked about recycling.
We went to Felini's for dinner. Maggie loved it. We learned to say no to drugs, and were told we had correct information. I don't really remember. We sent to Curiosities and met Jimmy! And his dog Aggie, who is so cute. Wendy, his wife, wasn't there though. Ahaha, Jimmy was so nice, in case you couldn't tell. He's going to Oregon next week!
But then, we went to go see Cast B of ACT do High School Musical! Finally, and they were so amazing! Katay wears lots of plaid, and argyle, and sweater vests, [FOUR were used in the whole production] but that's okay! Tori had cute jeans, Sam yelled a lot. Chessy was brilliant with the microphone thing, and Emily was really good too. Hayley was super good, and Ana was too. Pretty much everyone was. I had a cupcake. That was yummy. Maggie refused to give Marco a hug. I knew I loved her. Ahahaha, of course I do. =] I gave Conor a hug, because he sat right next to Maggie and I, and was very amused by us. You could tell by the way he kept laughing. Not even while the show was going on, just by us being us. But he was very nice, and he let me give him a hug. There was also a kid we sat near that had blue hair, who's name, we found out, was Adam. He was nice too, a bit surprised and scared looking. But he also let me give him a hug. Ahahaha, I hugged about everyone there. But sadly, we finally had to leave.
We went to Nana's to see Bella, her new dog, who I don't have a picture of yet. She's so adorable, and I promise, I'll get a picture soon.
I have to decide what to wear now.
♥ xxoo

There is no possible way

For me to explain how excited I am right now.

There are TWO days.
And I can't wait.
[From left to right: Alice, Emmett, Bella, Edward, Rosalie, and Jasper.

eep!

Ahaha. That was weird.

A Morning Full Of Paramore and Twilight

Paramore's video for 'Decode' came out Monday. I kinda like it. The part where Hayley's just gazing into the camera and singing are kinda creepy. Josh playing the guitar is fun. Jeremy running through the woods is weird. Zac hiding behind trees is just kinda odd. Edward and Bella are randomly in there. Which is fersure okay. But it definitely warrants a watch, though.

Paramore - New Music - More Music Videos

The whole Twilight soundtrack came out Tuesday, and it has a bunch of songs that I haven't even heard yet. But Paramore's other song 'I Caught Myself' is very good.

There are only 14 days. I am so excited. ohmygodohmygodohmygod!
xoxo

You Watch Your Toilet When It Flushes?

Homeroom today wasn't the best. Mrs. V wasn't here, so Mrs. Ross had to sub for our homeroom teacher. I looked at the new AP with Steph and then went and talked to Alana for a little bit.
History was way boring. We had to read about the Salem Witch Trials. Do you have any idea how sick I am of the Salem Witch Trials? After History Day and all. And then we watched a video about them too. The girls in the video screamed a practically dog-whistle scream every five seconds, and one of them was supposed to be having a spaz in the bed and she was like twitching and it was quite funny. Greta kept making fun of it. Lizzie decorated my planner with a ton of bands names, all of which she wrote out herself, and it looks quite pretty. I'll get a picture later. I just read Diondra's AP. There was a full page Twilight ad. =]
Religion we got screamed at half the class. We were told some of us "didn't belong in this class," meaning we're not honors level. Julia and I shot each other skeptical looks. Not much.
Lunch was...let's just say that I just adore Erica and Abbey. I really do. Jes came over and told us how much she liked our table. She had some of my soda and my pizza. She talked to Chessie about Marco.
Highschool tours were fun. We learned which way toilets flushed, I was shoved into a classroom, we saw Erica's mum, I got a dirty look for using hand movements, we got snacks! A ton of stuff happened.
Anyway, I have a killer headache.
xxoo

edward cullen muchh ?

Mariana is so funny. This is us talking on AIM. [Without our actually screen names, duh, because we don't want stalkers.]

Mariana (4:48:47 PM): Alana richelle can yu do me a favorrrr?

Me (4:48:58 PM): suree

Mariana (4:49:51 PM): Get me edward cullen for christmas

Me (4:50:08 PM): lmao i will sweetheart but only if yu sharee

Mariana (4:51:05 PM): NOT A CHANCE all minee

Mariana (4:51:14 PM): Lmao surre illl share ;]

Me (4:51:14 PM): FINEEEE BEE MEANNN =]

Me (4:52:09 PM): ohh thankss marianaaaa !

Love her! [Him too, obviously.]
xxoo
[Just so you know, Mariana's a brunette too ;]

Need a ride from the Zoo?

Today.
Homeroom- I was threatened by Mrs. Thompson. I listened to my iPod, and took an AR test. Homeroom just screams excitement.
Study- Um. I laughed at Hannah's book. Greta helped me with my Spanish homework. MARIANA IS READING TWILIGHT! I'm so proud of her! She was like "I think I'm going to fall in love with Edward."

Well, duh.
Computer- Edy and Abbey looked at pictures of Kevin's new girlfriend. I showed Katay my tights and was astonished by how pretty Emily's chart was. Computer is exciting.
Lunch- I tried to buy a cupcake, but the stupid high school kid was like "NO." She wasn't nice. Shared my lunch with Chessy, borrowed money from Diondra, stole her fries too, and gave Lizzie my change. The usual.
Spanish- Um, nothing? I honestly don't remember.
English- We took a quiz. And wrote sentences. And then I read my book. About Harry Potter. Who I'm finding quite annoying at the moment.
After school- I had to stay for yearbook, but I couldn't find it. So I found it, which was good, and the whole thing we were basically trying to figure out the yearbook cover. We didn't. Frenche was totally for the one with the tattoos, but everyone else like the blue and brown swirly one. We talked about Sister Perpetua and how much we love her. Because we do! Then once that was over, I was waiting for Maggie to come back from after school theater. It was cold out. Then I went to the library where Kelly interrogated me about Abbey and Jordyn. Which was um, not as entertaining as it sounds. Which isn't very to begin with. I just read until Maggie got out of theater, then we went exploring around the high school, like always, and we both had lollipops! I used her phone, she fell down a toilet, I laughed, she told me suspicious information, I bought her something, she managed to get it for less than the normal price, someone saw us lurking and chased after us.
You know, just like normal.
It was a nice day.
xxoo
308-58

We Believe In...

BARACK OBAMA!

Sung by The Hush Sound.
[Notice, the outline of the video is PURPLE. Just like the brand new shoes Abbey and I got!]

xoxo

306-59 & 25 days to Twilight !

Scared

What's scary is when I realize I don't know if I can trust you.
When you get mad at me, and it makes me crazy.
When I'm not sure how to say things, even though I should.
It's scary when you're there and you're not at the same time.
When you have me second guessing myself.
When it feels like you don't care.
It's scary when it feels like you're the Vivienne to my Elle.
The James to my Bella.
The Benny to my Maureen.

What's really scary though, is when I say 'i love you' and you don't say it back.
I don't even want to describe that.

And I can't even begin to.

[ily]

302-63

You Are My Life Now.

*OFFICIAL* Twilight trailer!

Edward! Bella! No Jacob! Whoohoo!
November 21st = love

My thoughts you can't decode

One of Paramore's songs for the Twilight soundtrack. It's amazing, because what else could it be?
Decode-Paramore.

Final Trailer !

The final trailer for the Twilight movies comes out this Friday!
And as of today, there are only 45 days until the movies comes out!
I'm really excited, I just hope they don't ruin it.
There's too much Jacob on there, not enough Edward, and not enough Bella either. But oh well.
=] I still can't wait.
xxoo

What It Feels Like

It feels like when Edward left Bella and she couldn't breathe. When she found Jacob and he fixed her a little but not all the way. When Edward leaves without any warning. When Bella has that hole in her chest that couldn't be fixed by anyone. It feels like when Alice and Jasper left and everyone is just numb. When Jacob sees Bella right before she has Nessie and he's nervous and sad because he's losing Bella. When Carlisle turns Edward into a vampire out of selfishness. When Royce leaves Rosalie and she never thought he was like that. It feels like when Jacob feels like Embry left him for Sam, and then when Quil feels left out because Jacob and Embry left.

It feels like all of that and more, and you don't even know what that feels like.

ily.

Lil Wayne's Mah Dad

TODAY WAS SO FUN!
School- I almost killed Diondra at lunch? But she's okay.
After School- BEST PART OF THE DAY! OMFG SO FLY! Chessie and I matched, after we changed out uniforms. [Well, I guess we matched before too.] We were both wearing Twilight shirts and skinny jeans. Yer way jelly. And we were just kinda wandering around, waiting for Katay to get back from cross country. We found Abbey dearest and then the three of us strolled to the tranquility garden and listened to some *cough cough* lovely songs on Chessy's iPod. Then Chessie called Katay and I [even though I was with her] and left us both truly wonderful messages. So Katay came back from cross country and we got to go to ACT! And it was so much fun! I got to see Sam and Tori, who I haven't seen in forever, and I met a ton of new fabulous people, like Peter and Marco. Ahahaha, Marco's my new best friend. And Chessie was right, his eyes do look like Alex Evans. [Chessie seems to be right about lots of things.] So apparently I'm getting married to him, and um, he licked my arm, which is nice, I suppose. =] But anyway, at ACT they're putting on High School Musical, and they're really really good. Tori and I were totally supporting them. They really were quite fierce!
Anything else that happened? Edy sang me a FABULOUS song about Edward Cullen. Mariana and I were fighting over who loved who more.
It was an AMAZING day.
xxoo

I'll Be Your Best Kept Secret &+ Your Biggest Mistake

The first two official school days have been just gahh.
Tuesday we had homeroom and that's always fun. Steph and I talked about Fall Out Boy, because Lizzie just gave me one of their CDs and it's really really good. Then we had math first and that just flat out stumped us. Because it takes us a little while to process these things and Mrs. Thompson just goes fast fast fast. I loved when we were doing a problem though, and all of a sudden Abbey goes 'I feel stupid!' Because she's so not, and it was just quite funny. Then we had science with the brandy-new science teacher who's related to Lizzie Bordon and NOT MARRIED. We had to had to figure out what was in an envelope in her class. It wasn't owl pellets, that's fersure. i remember sitting on the floor at lunch. Then we had history with Mrs. V and Abbey and I had an amazing Twilight Moment when we found out the tallest mountain the the US is called Denali, and we were both like 'DENALI? So that's where they come from!' Because the Denali clan are the Cullen's extended family in Twilight. Everyone looked at us like we were crazy, but hey, we are!
It's a pretty mountain!
Then religion. But that was boring.
Today was sort of gross. We had health first period, and my allergies started acting up. Mrs Cummings got all huffy because the topic of a colonoscopy came up? I think she over reaccted. In spanish we learned Senora Teixeira doesn't like bananas. I gave Sister P a hug!! We had to write paragraphs in english, so I wrote about Jas swimming for the very first time! She's a pretty baby.
In study Mariana, Greta, Lizzie and I went to the library and that was pretty fun. Then we had to read. Blahh. On the bus ride home Maggie sang me a song from the Twilight Musical entitled 'I wanna suck her blood.' It's from the very first science class, sang by Edward. It's quite catchy, actually. Then Maggie shot her headband at me and it went out the window. We pretty much started dying laughing.
THANK GODDDD THERE'S A FOUR DAY WEEKEND!
I couldn't handle anything less right now.
xoxoxoxoXO

Up Way Too Early

So right now it's 7:30 in the morning and we are supposed to have left the house, although we most likely are leaving late. And then we have like a 10 hour car ride to Canadia. But we have borrowed various movies, including Penelope, and extended Twilight scenes!!
But I should be sleeping right now.
And...........I'm not.
xoxo

Sure As Hell Didn't See That One Coming [Chapter 9, Book 2]

I am done done done! Actually I finished like 25 minutes ago, but whatever. I know what happens. I know who Bella chooses and who Jacob ends up with and that Edward is really good at making eggs. And although I am absolutely DYING to talk to someone about it, but I am a nice person [sometimes anyway] and therefore I am waiting maximum two weeks before a do a Breaking Dawn post. If you haven't read it by then, well then obviously you didn't want to know that bad anyway or you would have finished. But I'm really happy with the way it turns out. Soooooooo in the mean time just go read it, because I'll sound like an idiot if I tell you about it and you have no idea what I'm talking about. I'm sad though. That was the last book in the Twilight series. Ahh well....now we just have to wait for Midnight Sun :]
It has come to my attention, that the fabulous Frenche has gone out and bought Twilight because I convinced her. She could not be more amazing.
Also, thank you to the many various people who were on Team Edward, even though they had not the slightest idea what I was talking about, because they had never read the books.

Thanks for enduring whenever I was like 'AHHHHH thats like when Bella....' and random Edward quotes. Ahaha whenever I shouted 'EDWARD CULLEN PREFERS BRUNETTES, YOU'RE SO JELLY' you were just like 'I PREFER BRUNETTES' so you guys are amazing. [Lizzie, Rainer, Frenche (Even though for a moment there Frenche was like 'I wanna be on the bad guy's side!' She's totally Team Edward.) and Alana you guys are great.

xoxo

Countdown to December 12

The second Twilight trailer came out today. And I do like it better than the first one.

The second one I think has more...I don't know, but it seems more interesting, and it shows more, I think.

But seriously I really really can't wait for the movie. I'm desperately hoping they don't totally mess it up, and that Kristen and Robert do a good job playing Bella and Edward. I really think the movie could have been casted better, and maybe that's just me [well, Tori thinks so too] but maybe it will turn out to be okay. I hope so anyway...

As of right now only.... 148 days, 7 hours, 59 minutes, and 1 second
xoxo

What a stupid lamb.

So I was listening to this Twilight podcast I got the other day [I know. I'm addicted. I'm obsessed. I'm a geek.] And they started playing the Pokemon theme song, because they were talking about how one of the hosts could sing and put vampires to sleep, like Jigglypuff, and that could be her special power. [Except for the fact vampires don't sleep.] So I looked up the Pokemon song on YouTube and I just about died laughing, it was really odd.

It's a really brilliant podcast though. They talk about Breaking Dawn and the Twilight Movie, and they have all sorts of little segments, like a song they think represents something in the series, and in the most recent one was 'When The Day Met The Night' by Panic! At The Disco. [I am aware they took out the exclamation point, but I like it better there.]

The song is supposed to represent when Bella and Edward met in Forks, and Edward basically saved Bella. She hated Forks, and he was the reason she loved it. And Edward finally finding who he truly loved after 100 years. The podcast also has a weekly joke, and a weekly Edward quote. This week it was from Twilight, when Bella and Edward are in the meadow for the first time.

It's a really fabulous part in the book, where Edward explains a bunch of stuff about being a vampire to her. It's just really amazing.
So if you want to go on the podcasts blog, the link is here. And I'm sure they tell you how you can get their podcast somewhere on there. It's somewhere on iTunes, I forget how I got it.
xoxo