What It Feels Like

It feels like when Edward left Bella and she couldn't breathe. When she found Jacob and he fixed her a little but not all the way. When Edward leaves without any warning. When Bella has that hole in her chest that couldn't be fixed by anyone. It feels like when Alice and Jasper left and everyone is just numb. When Jacob sees Bella right before she has Nessie and he's nervous and sad because he's losing Bella. When Carlisle turns Edward into a vampire out of selfishness. When Royce leaves Rosalie and she never thought he was like that. It feels like when Jacob feels like Embry left him for Sam, and then when Quil feels left out because Jacob and Embry left.

It feels like all of that and more, and you don't even know what that feels like.

ily.

...And speaking of Italy and sports cars I stole there...

Remember the '59 Cadillac post? And I was obsessed with them for a little while? Well, I have a new favorite car.

Lamborghini. Oh yeah.
They go so flipping fast. Dave told me, because he's driven one. I am so jelly. They go fast fast fast.
Why don't the Cullen's have one of these? Edward has a silver S60R Volvo. Which is okay.Edward's fancy car, for fancy things, like taking Bella to the prom, the Aston Martin, V12 Vanquish.

Rosalie's adorable red BMW M3 convertible.
Carlisle's Mercedes S55 AMG. Meh.
Emmet's Jeep Wrangler. Rahh. It's so him.
Alice's Porsche 911 Turbo, just like the one she stole from Italy.
*SPOILER! STOP IF YOU HAVEN'T READ BREAKING DAWN.*
Bella's 'before' car, the Mercedes S600 Guard, which is protective against bullets, explosions, poisonous gas.
And her pretty little after car, a red Ferrari F430.
WHICH, all and all are very nice, but they NEED a Lamborghini. Edward can give his Aston Martin to Jake to replace his Volkswagen Rabbit.
Or get Esme or Jasper one, since they don't seem to have cars.
Lamborghini=love.