There is no possible way

For me to explain how excited I am right now.

There are TWO days.
And I can't wait.
[From left to right: Alice, Emmett, Bella, Edward, Rosalie, and Jasper.

eep!

Ahaha. That was weird.

A Morning Full Of Paramore and Twilight

Paramore's video for 'Decode' came out Monday. I kinda like it. The part where Hayley's just gazing into the camera and singing are kinda creepy. Josh playing the guitar is fun. Jeremy running through the woods is weird. Zac hiding behind trees is just kinda odd. Edward and Bella are randomly in there. Which is fersure okay. But it definitely warrants a watch, though.

Paramore - New Music - More Music Videos

The whole Twilight soundtrack came out Tuesday, and it has a bunch of songs that I haven't even heard yet. But Paramore's other song 'I Caught Myself' is very good.

There are only 14 days. I am so excited. ohmygodohmygodohmygod!
xoxo

Scared

What's scary is when I realize I don't know if I can trust you.
When you get mad at me, and it makes me crazy.
When I'm not sure how to say things, even though I should.
It's scary when you're there and you're not at the same time.
When you have me second guessing myself.
When it feels like you don't care.
It's scary when it feels like you're the Vivienne to my Elle.
The James to my Bella.
The Benny to my Maureen.

What's really scary though, is when I say 'i love you' and you don't say it back.
I don't even want to describe that.

And I can't even begin to.

[ily]

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You Are My Life Now.

*OFFICIAL* Twilight trailer!

Edward! Bella! No Jacob! Whoohoo!
November 21st = love

Final Trailer !

The final trailer for the Twilight movies comes out this Friday!
And as of today, there are only 45 days until the movies comes out!
I'm really excited, I just hope they don't ruin it.
There's too much Jacob on there, not enough Edward, and not enough Bella either. But oh well.
=] I still can't wait.
xxoo

What It Feels Like

It feels like when Edward left Bella and she couldn't breathe. When she found Jacob and he fixed her a little but not all the way. When Edward leaves without any warning. When Bella has that hole in her chest that couldn't be fixed by anyone. It feels like when Alice and Jasper left and everyone is just numb. When Jacob sees Bella right before she has Nessie and he's nervous and sad because he's losing Bella. When Carlisle turns Edward into a vampire out of selfishness. When Royce leaves Rosalie and she never thought he was like that. It feels like when Jacob feels like Embry left him for Sam, and then when Quil feels left out because Jacob and Embry left.

It feels like all of that and more, and you don't even know what that feels like.

ily.

I Like To Play With-OW!

HEY THERE YOU CRAZY KIDS!
I'm here! In computer! Abbey just hit herself in the face with her bracelet. Poor baby. Edy is being a sneaky fox! Ahaha fun! We're all kind of crazy, and it's SO COLD with the air conditioning on.
OHMIGOD! Abbey and Edy are doing the Guilty Pleasure dance! I LOVE them!
Anyway. It's last period THANK GOD. But the day seemed to go by really fast, which is good. Hmmm and right now Abbey's reading over my shoulder, which I can't stand, but I'm using my wonderful self restraint not to tell her to stop. She has really good self restraint too.
We haven't done much all afternoon, we had study before this, and we talked anout Edward and Bella. JULIA LIKES JACOB. GRRRRRR. But only because Edward prefers brunettes.
Ahh! Almost time to go!
xxoo
[BYTHEWAY, I'm wearing shoes from Paducah! Where William Sledd is!]

Human Birthday

It's Bella Swan's human birthday today!

And she's never gunna celebrate it again, but whatever.
<333

...And speaking of Italy and sports cars I stole there...

Remember the '59 Cadillac post? And I was obsessed with them for a little while? Well, I have a new favorite car.

Lamborghini. Oh yeah.
They go so flipping fast. Dave told me, because he's driven one. I am so jelly. They go fast fast fast.
Why don't the Cullen's have one of these? Edward has a silver S60R Volvo. Which is okay.Edward's fancy car, for fancy things, like taking Bella to the prom, the Aston Martin, V12 Vanquish.

Rosalie's adorable red BMW M3 convertible.
Carlisle's Mercedes S55 AMG. Meh.
Emmet's Jeep Wrangler. Rahh. It's so him.
Alice's Porsche 911 Turbo, just like the one she stole from Italy.
*SPOILER! STOP IF YOU HAVEN'T READ BREAKING DAWN.*
Bella's 'before' car, the Mercedes S600 Guard, which is protective against bullets, explosions, poisonous gas.
And her pretty little after car, a red Ferrari F430.
WHICH, all and all are very nice, but they NEED a Lamborghini. Edward can give his Aston Martin to Jake to replace his Volkswagen Rabbit.
Or get Esme or Jasper one, since they don't seem to have cars.
Lamborghini=love.

Ahh Photobucket!

Hehe. Pretty fly.
Bella and Edward talking.

Emmett and Charile chatting away.

About Rosalie.

Bella talking to Jasper.

Edward talking to Bella.

Sure As Hell Didn't See That One Coming [Chapter 9, Book 2]

I am done done done! Actually I finished like 25 minutes ago, but whatever. I know what happens. I know who Bella chooses and who Jacob ends up with and that Edward is really good at making eggs. And although I am absolutely DYING to talk to someone about it, but I am a nice person [sometimes anyway] and therefore I am waiting maximum two weeks before a do a Breaking Dawn post. If you haven't read it by then, well then obviously you didn't want to know that bad anyway or you would have finished. But I'm really happy with the way it turns out. Soooooooo in the mean time just go read it, because I'll sound like an idiot if I tell you about it and you have no idea what I'm talking about. I'm sad though. That was the last book in the Twilight series. Ahh well....now we just have to wait for Midnight Sun :]
It has come to my attention, that the fabulous Frenche has gone out and bought Twilight because I convinced her. She could not be more amazing.
Also, thank you to the many various people who were on Team Edward, even though they had not the slightest idea what I was talking about, because they had never read the books.

Thanks for enduring whenever I was like 'AHHHHH thats like when Bella....' and random Edward quotes. Ahaha whenever I shouted 'EDWARD CULLEN PREFERS BRUNETTES, YOU'RE SO JELLY' you were just like 'I PREFER BRUNETTES' so you guys are amazing. [Lizzie, Rainer, Frenche (Even though for a moment there Frenche was like 'I wanna be on the bad guy's side!' She's totally Team Edward.) and Alana you guys are great.

xoxo

Countdown to December 12

The second Twilight trailer came out today. And I do like it better than the first one.

The second one I think has more...I don't know, but it seems more interesting, and it shows more, I think.

But seriously I really really can't wait for the movie. I'm desperately hoping they don't totally mess it up, and that Kristen and Robert do a good job playing Bella and Edward. I really think the movie could have been casted better, and maybe that's just me [well, Tori thinks so too] but maybe it will turn out to be okay. I hope so anyway...

As of right now only.... 148 days, 7 hours, 59 minutes, and 1 second
xoxo

What a stupid lamb.

So I was listening to this Twilight podcast I got the other day [I know. I'm addicted. I'm obsessed. I'm a geek.] And they started playing the Pokemon theme song, because they were talking about how one of the hosts could sing and put vampires to sleep, like Jigglypuff, and that could be her special power. [Except for the fact vampires don't sleep.] So I looked up the Pokemon song on YouTube and I just about died laughing, it was really odd.

It's a really brilliant podcast though. They talk about Breaking Dawn and the Twilight Movie, and they have all sorts of little segments, like a song they think represents something in the series, and in the most recent one was 'When The Day Met The Night' by Panic! At The Disco. [I am aware they took out the exclamation point, but I like it better there.]

The song is supposed to represent when Bella and Edward met in Forks, and Edward basically saved Bella. She hated Forks, and he was the reason she loved it. And Edward finally finding who he truly loved after 100 years. The podcast also has a weekly joke, and a weekly Edward quote. This week it was from Twilight, when Bella and Edward are in the meadow for the first time.

It's a really fabulous part in the book, where Edward explains a bunch of stuff about being a vampire to her. It's just really amazing.
So if you want to go on the podcasts blog, the link is here. And I'm sure they tell you how you can get their podcast somewhere on there. It's somewhere on iTunes, I forget how I got it.
xoxo

We ♥ vegetarian vampires

So last night I finished Eclipse at like 11:30 and it was completely AMAZING. Eclipse is the third book in a series about Bella, and the vampire she's in love with, Edward. I really can't say anything else, because some people are still reading it. But it's totally and completely fabulous and wonderful and I can't believe I have to wait until August 2nd for Breaking Dawn. Abbey really needs to hurry up and finish Eclipse though, so I can talk to her about it. And I'm really really glad Tori didn't tell me the ending yesterday, as that would have totally ruined it for me. I really can't wait for the movie of the first book Twilight either, and it come out December 12th. I seriously don't know how I'm going to wait. It's totally nothing like Buffy though. The vampires can go into sunlight, and they're not ugly. I deff like them better here. They are totally, with out a doubt, ferosh.
xoxo