Frenulum

I'm at the office of the place where they're going to cut my frenulum. I'm sitting next to a potted plant so fake its leaves are fraying, and next to a girl with a night ponytail. It's in the house turned office of a cute loser kid Mom liked when she was little. I'm so bored.
Going to buy sour gummy worms later, tap tap now.
xo

The Compromising of Integrity, Morality & Principles in Exchange for Money Tour

This concert is love. I need to go. I really want to go for my birthday, because the concert is about two weeks after it, but Mum says I probably can't. Which is really just horrible, because the bands that are going to be there are straight out AMAZING. The people preforming are:
All Time Low [Who, you're probably sick of hearing about, given the fact I talk about them all the time, but hey, they're amazing.]

The Maine [Who I don't talk about as much, but they're still really fabulous.]

Mayday Parade [Who are so fabbydabbydoo, I don't know where to start.]

And Every Avenue [Who's cd I am buying tonight.]

So, as I'm sure I proved to you, it's absolutely fierce, and amazing, and prettee fabulous.
School :P
xoxo

She Has No Sense Of Fun

Candaia is amazing. Let me just state that now. Because it really is. I'm just sad I didn't get a black squirrel. Because Mariana was right, they really are cute.
Monday- I had to get up at like 5:30. I didn't like Monday because we were in the car pretty much all day. We stopped at this underground cavern thing and it was so cold down there. Mum was talking to Gavin and Dave and she was like "She has no sense of fun" referring to me. Well Mum, I happen to have a wonderful sense of fun, but not when its like 50 degrees, and I'm getting dripped on, when you're imitating Bear Grylls, talking about the worst food he's eaten [I really don't need to know about what that part of the goat looks like], and I have to restrain myself from blurting out what the girls team had to eat after they won the shot drinking contest on Shot At Love II in order to win a date with Tila Tequila. But I have a great sense of fun. We kept driving after we left there, and we didn't get to Canadia until about 8-8:30ish. So we went to dinner in one of the restaurants in the hotel. [The view was so pretty from our hotel room! You could see the falls perfectly!] And wrestling was on! [Raw, not Smackdown.] And I felt SO smart because I was talking with G about all these different wrestlers and I was so proud of myself. Not that I actually know a lot about wrestling, but Laura is very educational. So I was incredibly happy with myself and Dave's all "Are you scared yet?" to Mum, so that kinda ruined it. But still!! [Hm. Wrestling is on tonight. I may just watch it.]
Tuesday- Stood in line for a good part of the day. For some thing where you go behind the falls and you get all wet with the water. Then we went on the Maid of the Mist and we got wet on that too. I forget what else we did that day. But it was a wet day. We got wet a lot.
Wednesday- We went to a gift shop. I got some pretty fly boxers. We....I don't remember. We went to a movie in an Imax theater. But it was a movie about Niagara falls. It was less boring than I thought it would be though. We saw fireworks! They were so pretty!
Thursday- We left the hotel at like 10 so we got home at like 11 at night. But along the way we stopped in Cooperstown, which was totally obsessed with baseball. SO Gavin and Dave went to the baseball museum [boring] and Mum and I went out for ice cream. It was so yummy! We talked about William Sledd on the car ride home. So we finally got home and we watched Project Runway, and let me just say, there was some seriously laughable garments on that runway.
Anyway, I'm busy planning a wedding, so I gotta go :]
xxoo

Canadiaaa

So I'm off to Canadia until Thursday with Mum, Dave and Gavin. I can't text though. So that's sad. I am very excited because Mariana told me they have black squirrels and wild hamsters. So I deff can't wait for that. I'll miss you guys.
Rahhhhhhhh Canadia! [&& YES it is Canadia.]
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Your voice is the soundtrack of my summer

The last few days have been way insane crazy. I haven't posted in a week! That's so not me! What's happening lately:
-Had a sleepover with Gavin and Kyla at Auntie's house. Auntie let Kyla and I try on all of her shoes. It was fabulous.
-Dad got out of the hospital!
-Went to Tina and Glenn's wedding. That was fun. Tina looked wicked pretty.
-Laura's getting a Sidekick slide!
-Started camp. There are some fun people from last year. OMG AND ROSIE'S BROTHER! HE HAS A MOHAWK! He makes my day so much better.
-Changed my name in the school records. Added my middle name in there. You are so jelly.
-Going to see Paramore August 17th. So excited!!
-A bunch of people at camp keep asking if my iPod ever worked again, after I dropped it down like a 10 foot hole last year. [I know I never told you Mom, but I don't even own it anymore. I just figured you would be mad.]
-Laura and I are so upset! We probably aren't going to get to see the Soundtrack Of My Summer tour. And we're really upset because it has Metro Station, Good Charlotte, The Maine, and Boys Like Girls.
-Abbey was so right! I started the Twilight series, and it's addictive. I need the third book, and I can't wait until the fourth one comes out.
-Lizzie is traveling all over the country with Jon Jon. And um, their little doggie friend. They're coming back Wednesday.
-I've discovered almost everyone at camp lives under a rock. I started talking about Paramore, I think it was? Today and they were like 'No idea what you're talking about.'
It's been very hectic. But that's okay. I love you guys, you know that.
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Sun Burns & Tan Lines [Mariana was right]

[Told you you wouldn't get lucky.]
So yesterday was Alana's pool party, and it was wicked rad. [Ohmigod, I sound like it's the 80s or something.] There were some pretty amazing people there, no lie, because I do that sometimes. One of them was FRENCHE [my hero] and she was amazing, she sang, kept flipping over the float I was laying on and she just shaved her arm pits for the first time yesterday, but she's afraid to shave her legs. [I promised her I would write something about her. So, if you didn't want to know about her shaving habits, blame her.] Alana got a slide again, like last year, except this year it didn't get all gross and slimy, and no one ran into the rope holding it up. Mariana and I were too tired to keep going up and down the slide though, so we just kinda were laying at the top and screaming really loudly when ever someone jumped around, because it mad the whole thing shake. Hayley and Abby kept doing it on purpose, just to make us flip out. But it was wicked fun. It was weird because we would be in the pool and then we would be like 'God, it's really cold!' So we would go in the hot tub, but after a little while in there you feel all weird, so we would have to go in the pool again. And then it would start again. I kept stealing other people's sodas. People where pretty good about it though. Elizah was just like 'Yeah, whatever.' We were all laughing at Mariana's r because the thing is...she totally skips them. Taylor was like 'Say park the car in the Harvard yard.' So Mariana's like 'Paaak the caaaa in the Haavaad yaad.' So Victoria's like 'Say picture.' And Mariana's like 'Picsha.' But we loved that. She was all 'Well, that's just the way I talk!' But the party was wicked wicked fun. Oh, and I just wanted to say...Mariana was right. I can't believe I didn't believe her before. She was so unbelievably right. I will never doubt her again. But we all got wicked bad sun burns and tan lines. My shoulders hurt so bad.
One some one *cough cough* Mariana, Hayley Katie *cough cough* sends me pictures, I'll put them up.
xoxo

We ♥ sewinggggg!

Haaaa so Lizzie's party was pretty fun, no lie.
Amy got to meet Jon Jon, and that was pretty funny. He was like 'Ugh' the whole time because we kept annoying him the whole time. Megan and Amy took a pretty rad picture of the three of them doing double-thumbs-up. Fierce. We went for a walk and Greta, Laura and I were way ahead of Lizzie, Amy, and Megan, so we totally stopped in CVS. Laura told us not to cause a scene though, or else we would look like shoplifters. And even though we stopped for like 10 minutes, we still got to Lizzie's house like 15 minutes before them. I taught Greta how to do 'Peace, around the world, for generations'. Megan tried to play guitar hero...and she was really....amazing. Especially with 'her' mohawk. We watched Can I Have Your Number? with Jon Jon and he walked away half way through. He's amazing. Lizzie broke his phone. I guess she pushes him in front of a car, or something. I had cherry Coke! [It's yummy. I stole Lizzie's.] And Dr. Pepper, but thats given. Lizzie make brownies, and they had Coke on them. She had a laughing spaz thinking about apple juice and champagne. She kept doing this really annoying thing, where she'll be leaning on me, or something, and I won't notice until 5 minutes later. She finds it hilarious when all of a sudden I'm like 'Lizzie! What are you doing??' I find it kind of creepy. We went online on her computer and her iPod [she had wicked good WiFi] and started talking all weird to people. We were all like 'Sup home skillet?' We saw Oscar!! I love him. He's so fluffy. But we couldn't find Lila. She's anti-social. I didn;t exactly keep my balance the whole night...but then again, neither did Lizzie. Whenever she laughs she just kinda falls on the ground. Ohmigod, so Mom, Dave, Lizzie's Mom and I were talking about Jas, and how our principal siad to smell her breath, because of 'puppy breath' [??] and Mom was like 'Yeah, no.' So I was like 'Her breath doesn;t even smell that good. I've smelled it before.' So Mom's like 'What?!?' And I'm like 'Yeah, when she bit my ear.' And Mom thought I was talking about the principal, not Jas. Lizzie's face turned soooo red she was laughing so hard on the stairs, we were all cracking up.
Wicked fun. XD
xoxo
Can I Have Your Number??

Right now

Right now I'm cleaning my room.
Well, I'm telling Mom what needs to be thrown away and she's throwing it away.
And I'm a little bit sick I think?
Stuffy nose & cough.
She just made me try on a plaid skirt, for school.
And it's wayyyyyy to long.
I looks like a nun.
But worse.
Because I was still wearing my pjs and Ellie's hoodie.
[Ellie got a time out today.]
So anyway.
Not Mom is reminiscing about all these weird velvet outfits i have in the back of my closet.
It's going to be a longgg day.
I can tell.
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Hmmm.....?

Nothing happened today. No, really. I went out to lunch with Nana, and that was about it. Other than that....I was at home. It was all rainy today. Like, really rainy. I don't like too much rain, even though apparently we 'needed it'.

I really don't want to go back to school tomorrow. Ellie is sooo lucky that she doesn't have to go!!
Anyway. Going to watch Bones with Mom and Dave. And the cat that we 'don't have'.
xoxo

She smells like Batman?

So yesterday was so relaxed. Well, except for math, because our math teacher likes to torture us. [She said it, not me.] We had to figure out some circle thing really fast or else she would give us more homework. Study was better than usual. We we're allowed to talk. Well, I don't know if we were allowed, but we did anyway, even though the sub kept giving us dirty looks. History we um....colored maps? Of Africa. It was just great. Lizzie and Greta decided to throw my highlighter at each other and um...yeah. We won't go into that. I kept falling on Katie's desk though when we were taking notes. She found it very annoying.
Cabaret! We had really weird seats, in the upper section, very top row in the far left corner of the auditorium. Everyone in it was wonderful though. Maggie had this lovely red sparkly dress so she stood out from all the other people wearing the same dress but not in sparkles. Amy kept singing randomly so we decided she could deff be in cabaret. There was this really cute little girl who came up to us and was like waving and trying to dance along to what the people on the stage were doing. [Which, just happened to be the dance we had to learn in movement last year. You know, the one where Maggie lost her hat privileges. Amy remembered it and started doing it in her seat.] She was really cute though. [Not Amy, the little girl.] Loved the singing/danging nuns though. Also loved how Sister P stood up when they came on stage. We kept talking and the teacher in front of us [blocking my view, mae] kept having to shush us. She also got mad at Laura and Amy because they weren't clapping. Going back to see it Sunday with Mom.
xoxo

Pakistani Government??

In the car, with Mom, driving home from school. Mom was sick today, so she picked me up early. The day today was so-so. Hight of the day was probably English. We're doing poetry, so our teacher has us go through newspapers and take out words that mean something to us. And let me tell you, a lot of weird stuff means something to us. There was 'Once Jailed Nun Dies at 94' 'drug use' 'terminal illness' and a lot more. Not of these were mine though. They were Senora Betsy Boo Efrons. She's amazing.
Spanish-I couldn't move all class because my tights are all ripped.
Computer-I did a computer program almost ALL BY MYSELF!! But it didn't work. It sits there and beeps. Abbey has the same one, and hers moves just fine. But Raquel and I really have no idea what we're doing anyway, so how are we suppoded to know how to fix it?
Science-Worked on our little body systems thing all class. Amy, Ashley, Raquel, and I have endocrine. Great, huh??
Other than that, nothing much happened. Can't wait until tomorrow, for Cabaret, and My Name Is Earl, and the newest Ugly Betty!! Then we have no school Friday or Monday.
Happy happy happy!!
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Less than 3 hours

Until we have to be at school so we can leave for the airport.
Obviously, if you haven't figured this out, I won't be posting as much.
Maybe not at all?
I'll try though.
I can't promise you any pictures until the end of the week, when we get back.
Kinda afraid that I only know words like 'divorced' 'alcohol' and 'cigarettes'.
Mom says depending on what order I say them in, I could get in trouble.
Super exited.
Not yet finished packing.
Have to take a shower now.
Love you all
xoxoxo

Today 4 You [Tomorrow for Me!!]

I was feeling very inspired by Rent.
Today was really, really fun-boring.
Dramafest was so awesome!!
Got a pretty slippy.
Mercy Spice was stolen and hurt many times.
[Ellie is not an idiot.] [Well, maybe a little....no just kidding, love her.]
Party now for Mom.
Italy tomorrow with some ah-may-zing people.
[Laura, Hannah, Elizah, Megan, Macy, Hayley, Katie. i think that's it??]
xoxo

Hmmm

Sort of a lot to say??
Report cards came home today.
Didn't do to bad.
Not enough time to say everything I want to.
Less than 48 hours until Italy!!
So bringing my new best friend.
Promise promise promise to update tomorrow before Mom's party.
xoxo

Hmmm

So there's not much going on today.
Math and study are switched.
We're finishing JOSHUA in religion.
Fun fun fun.
Happy Birthday Mom.
xoxo

Here at school

So I'm at school and Mariela and her friend who's name I can never remember [Jordana] are next to me fighting over some thing that's usually $4,000, only it's not because some newbie is selling it. And I'm looking out the window and I can see the field and all the lacrosse players and occasionally a few on the track players run by. Bob just left and I think I got her in trouble, but I'm not sure. [By the way, in case you were wondering, Bob isn't a tranny.] I still have like an hour and a half until Mom comes, maybe more. The library closes in three minutes. Gag me with a spoon.
xoxoxo

The Whole Thing

Here's the whole thing, start to finish. Well, maybe not everything, but the important stuff.
When we went to look at all the dogs I was little. Like, 6 or 7. I kept picking up guys by accident. I was so excited, you wouldn't even believe it, because this was going to be my dog. My dog that I was going to have from when she was a puppy. So we had driven like hours to this breeder with these golden retrievers and we got to meet all the puppies mom and grandma. We finally decided on a gorgeous little girl, but we couldn't take her yet because she wasn't old enough. So we came back, and on the ride home she kept wanting to come in the back seat with me and Katie. She was absolutely ahdorable.

When Cara was still small, like under a year old, she used to love laying under the little ledges from the cabinets in the kitchen. She would stick out a bit, and once or twice I may have tripped over her by accident [no surprise there], but she didn't care. She loved loved laying there, especially if Debbie was cooking and she dropped something, because she could just run over and scoop it up.
If I tried to typed every little thing I remember about Cara this post would take a really long time. If I did type everything about her and you decided to read the whole thing, you would be sitting at your computer for a week. So I'll try and keep this short.
When Cara was 3, she was diagnosed with cancer, lymphoma. She started going to Angell, and even though I wish she never had to go, I'm glad we had such a good hospital to take her to. Everyone there loved her and she was always good for treatments. She went into remission twice, but the cancer kept coming back. She was really doing great until 3 days before Christmas last year. She started shaking and she was mopey, and not herself at all. We took her to Angell and they kept her over night, and Dad and I went to visit her the next day. She was doing so good, and we just sat there for like half an hour with her in her little area. And I've got to tell you, even though she was doing better, it's scary seeing someone you love connected to an IV. I know it doesn't hurt [I've had one] but it's scary. So I want back home that night. The next night, it's Christmas Eve. Mom, Dave and I were almost ready to go to Auntie Sue's house, when Dad calls. And Cara has a tumor. And we're going to have to put her to sleep. Ha asks if I want them to wait until I can see her, and I'm like, 'Not if she's going to be in pain.' So that's it. I didn't want her to be kept waiting on me if she was going to be in pain. I really, really loved her, more than you would ever know, but I really think she knew that.
I've done a lot of crying over Cara, more than I thought I would. Most of you reading this have probably never seen me really cry, and trust me, you probably don't want to.
One thing that was really hard was going to Dad's and not having a dog there. I had been coming here to see her 5 years and it's just not the same. It was hard seeing that one Christmas present under the tree when all the other ones had been opened. It was hard getting up in the morning and not having her come say hello. It was even hard not seeing her and Blizz fight over the couch.
Now that we're going to be getting a new dog soon, I'm really happy, but I'm scared too. [I cried in the car when Dad told me.] I don't want that all to happen again. And I know that what ever dog we're going to get could never replace Cara, but I don't think we're looking to replace her, I think we're just looking for a dog. Somebody to hug, somebody to have greet you in the morning, somebody that you have to house-train all over again. And you know what?? I absolutely can't wait.
xoxoXO

Water=Life

Mom, Dave and I were watching the Colbert Report last night and his whole show was on Water Day [March 22, ie, today]. So he showed this clip of him at some museum with an exhibit about water. This video is so funny because thew woman looks so mad, and Stephen is just kind of like "yeah, great, lets go!"

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Soup, Soup, Soup, Pimple

So I'm in the car with Mom and we're not really talking about anything, because there isn't all that much to say...
Homeroom-Did science homework. Chatted with a few ah-may-zing people.
Science-Ewww we had to do some stupid bug thing. It was so stupid.
English-Ended up having robotics with Maggie and Maddie. We have a fah-bulous idea, and you bet you're jealous.
Spanish-Our class is so bad we're being deprived of hot chocolate.
Computer-Raquel and I finally finished #3 on our robotics sheet!! Yay!!
Almost home,
Xoxo

Sigh

Really, really bored right now. Went to the pet show today with the family. Fun, you know when your trying not to get people to step in dog poo and then some crazy guy with blue hair comes over and tells you to just watch and see if anyone steps in it, so you have to pretend hes funny, even when he never in a million years would be. Or, you know, getting lost in a city that you've lived in most of your life. Or getting stuck half in-half out of a car. Or almost passing out because you can actually smell the grease on all that food in there.
Dave's out getting Mom at the airport. Haven't seen her since Monday morning. Miss her.
xoxo